Title says it all really.. been one shitter of a day!! Trying to get college work done but helping my mother as much as possible 'cause bless her she is ill :( I have no appetite right now and I feel sick to my stomach..
Pure tiredness I think..
So yeah right now I just feel like I wanna run away, Yeah I know depressing right?!
Just feel everything is getting too much and piling on top of me and I cant find a way to cope. I wont say that I don't have a support system around me because my mother is brilliant but she has way too much on her plate I would rather she was kept out of all my troubles so that she can focus on everything else she has to cope with. But apart from her and fellow work colleagues who are fantastic.. I have nothing.
All those mates who I used to be so close too through cadets or school.. They have all pretty much disappeared to uni and have better lives to fulfil or they have been lost along the way because of my lack of social life. I just feel so down and just really want to cry but I cant even find the energy to do that.
I'm really sorry for this depressing blog guys but I just need to rant somewhere. No fancy text either if i'm honest I can't be
So on this lovely happy note, I bid you a goodnight and hope you are all having a better day/night than what I am having.
Love you all and thanks guys for reading and putting up with me.
Hugs and Kisses Your Keighley Theresa
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